I'm quite troubled recently, burden, stress, NDW='not doing well' and etc. I believe all of you go through this stage or now in this stage. But be of good cheer, for I have taste the goodness of the Lord, He for sure will open a way for you and me, "for our walk with God is a faith journey" like what Pastor Aries say, "is part and parcel", keep the going on. For here is a faithful saying:

- - -Galatians chapter 6 verse 9, "in due time if we do not give up, we will reap our fruits"
- - Stars don't struggle to shine, River don't struggle to flow,
we as His people will never struggle to excel.

I do struggle with negative thoughts in my mind, with my clique when I chat, somehow one of them I receive discourage words, BUT . . . be teachable and accept what they say, filter it out, then do what is right, but before all these, you need to apply humility and ask God for wisdom (James 1:5), seek Him and ask Him for help. All the best out there, hope this message edify your soul. :) Cheers